today my teacher asked if i understood what we were learning after the lesson because i had initially said i understood nothing

and to be honest i was caught somewhere among the feelings of being ashamed, embarrassed, feeling stupid, and feeling thankful

i hate not understanding things the first few times through

this is not okay

also printer not printing

why

it’s due tomorrow

are you fucking serious

things i need to do

• math, which is totally and utterly confusing to me (read: study hall time)
• la, which is just reading and very easy (read: lunch)
• chem, which i’m not sure if i’m supposed to do or not (read: if she’ll check it or not, so i’m just not going to do it)
• print as, which is horrible
• not care about chinese

i don’t understand mathhhhhh

now just to see if i shoudl sleep or just stay up and finish things

sigh

i’m going to need tea tomorrow

i have never hated history this much

why

those last four posts:

my day in a nutshell

also espresso cookies but those didn’t turn out well at all OTL

had so much fun today baking with camillia and viola

and then stuffing ourselves full of delicious food

but omfg so much food i can’t even

exhausted now but that was a lot of fun

way

too

much

food